Day 22, 11.7. Sunday, 68.8 Kg 1 day after I continue to drink, tired and thirsty. There is still much to die in me,
before it can be in me. I feel like the 6th or 7th day of the trial. I drink
again and am at a loss.
Dream: 2 naked well-built women to sleep with me in a room, both were ready with me, but dispute had together.
Margot phoned, Monika told her how about because of Rudi from, I almost did not recognize him.
Defecation after many days, hard thick sausage.
How should it go with me? I feel abandoned by all. The juice also no longer tastes good. Sole bad 1 1/4 hours did. Well.
It occurred to 7th day back to memory; I got scared again to stop drinking.
Day 23, 12.7. Monday 68.2 Kg 2nd day after
Today I feel really good, slept well. Much meditating on love and spoken aloud. Dumbbell and floor exercises, small round walk. In the garden walkway cut free. Frigga to visit. Email from Jasmuheen and equal replied. So gradually I realize what I was doing here, I eat for 24 days and no more was not hungry, but I drink, so far 4 glasses.
Day 24, 13.7. Tuesday 67.7 Kg 3rd day after
In dream I have rejuvenated me at 35 years. 12:00 been drinking 3 glasses. With Margot to the hairdresser and shopping, feel miserable. I'm back to bursting full of reproachful, negative and critical thoughts and words.
I will always weaker, can hardly get out of the bath after 2 hours. Bad, black before the eyes, crept cautiously into bed. Before swimming, two enemas, went quite well, came out somewhat.
I never believed me to think to weigh too little. Not what I expected from the process has arrived to weigh out less. Good conversation with Frigga. Barking dogs bother me where I bark against everything pushes my limits of constricted consciousness. In the solar plexus develop bad feeling, inner sun, then I do not feel cold.
Day 25, 14.7. Wednesday 67.6 Kg 4th day after
Sleep well, replaced with Margot bulb. Blood pressure measured: 124/75, pulse: 67. Edith, Frigga and Hertha here. Cassette of Eckart Tolle copied even for Margot. A twin spoke to me with herbs in his hand, cook you today. I eat for 25 days nothing. Many recommendations and warnings received, we can not. Please do not talk in the majority. Later the extract of Brother Emanuel dropped.
Running with success. 2 hrs. Sole Bad came out well, much better than yesterday. Feeling pretty good today. Tonight I had the feeling not to be alone. Report written. Never so much advice obtained as to this process. The less about knowing the better.
Day 26, 15.7. Thursday 67.3 Kg 5th day after
3:15. This process must not fail, as the positive output has cosmic implications, would also have a negative outcome negative effects. It is simply not acceptable. Aspiration is docile life. Shopping with cornflower and Müller. Margot brought edibles.
This process is probably not capable to receive high wisdom, but it is used for self-knowledge and transformation of the shadow, the purification of the soul. Actually clear. Whatever I want to convert, happy and positive with it.
After a 2 hr. Soda bath (probably too much soda) sweating like never before after a bath, and I'm tired.
Day 27 16.7. Friday 67.3 Kg 6th day after
Dizzy when standing up, had to hold me. This is the 1st day without weight loss. It does not change by criticizing, but by accepting it and loves it. Allow to have to think no longer the constraint.
Report on the 21 open process finished writing. 2 1/2 hours drinking. Marktheidenfeld, thin black tea with Kamal. Letter from Marie from Ireland, it has also called. Today is my best day. Frigga's son informed, I'm fine. After 1 1/2 hours. Bad MeineBase I sweat like yesterday, stood up carefully. My current weight and my character I really like.
Day 28 17.7. Saturday 67.4 Kg 7th day thereafter
2nd day without weight loss, as much as 100 grams increased. I think things are looking up. Today not as good a day as yesterday. With Margot at the hairdresser.
Email from Jasmuheen. My eyesight is not good. After 2 hrs. Solebad weak blackount getting out and fell on my butt, butt hurts. 114/63, pulse 70. My mind, (thinking to) reject in love. Only with love can happen.
Day 29 18.7. Day Sunday 67.4 Kg 8. thereafter
Dream: Wanted as a back-packer by India, but 2 large suitcases and 2 large pockets had with me, I could hardly bear it. At first I only wanted to sleep once in a hotel, there were already many people with as much baggage. Have I overestimated myself, I am a megalomaniac, I want to be better than the other?
4 days without weight loss, but do not feel good. Doubts, fears. The butt hurts from yesterday. Small round walk. 101/66, pulse 75. See only negative and kläffe. 11:00 thin black drinking 3 cups, then 120/72, pulse 63
30th day 19.7. Monday 67.4 Kg 9th day after slept restlessly, dry mouth. From what I am doing in the moment, I dedicate all my attention. Whenever I think of food, I start to meditate. 104/62, pulse 62nd Meditate. Frigga and Edith phoned. GMZ shopping, talked Isolde, given extract.
Ingo Christa and Elizabeth informed, passed Christa extract Ingo and Christa extract. 2 hrs. Bad MeineBase, Hildegard called when I was in the tub, she wanted to convert me. Edith called. Hip hurts.
Day 31 20.7. Tuesday 66.9 Kg 10th day after
Weight continued to fall, since 5 days again weight loss. Should I eat raw food? Hip hurts. It's like a slow death. 110/70, pulse 66. 10:30 1/2 liter broth drunk. Margot informed. Immediately nothing and criticize anyone, anything negative thought or mention. 12:30 drunk broth again.
Grow is a matter of trial and error. Habits dissolve through awareness-be.
With new not immediately say no. Shop. eaten banana 14:30 slowly, later 1 pear. spoken on tape, my youth. eaten 15:00 92/55, pulse, 63. grape and pear. IBERO GAST 20 drops taken. Evening walking small round. Kamal called. called Hildegard, informed about eating fruit.
32. Day 21. 7. Wednesday 67.6 Kg 11 days thereafter
112/71 pulse 58. Great round walk. Grape apple, banana, kiwi eaten. Festivals defecation, 2x. 2 hrs. Solebad. Hede wants to convert me. 3 x 1/2 liter broth drunk. eaten piece of cucumber and 2 tomatoes.
Ultimately my attempt without food is to go on living, failed. At first, I was bitterly disappointed. I had not reached that food is no longer part of my reality. Later I realized that this Lent not had the desired effect, they brought me but very valuable insights that I would probably not have received without that.
Dream: 2 naked well-built women to sleep with me in a room, both were ready with me, but dispute had together.
Margot phoned, Monika told her how about because of Rudi from, I almost did not recognize him.
Defecation after many days, hard thick sausage.
How should it go with me? I feel abandoned by all. The juice also no longer tastes good. Sole bad 1 1/4 hours did. Well.
It occurred to 7th day back to memory; I got scared again to stop drinking.
Day 23, 12.7. Monday 68.2 Kg 2nd day after
Today I feel really good, slept well. Much meditating on love and spoken aloud. Dumbbell and floor exercises, small round walk. In the garden walkway cut free. Frigga to visit. Email from Jasmuheen and equal replied. So gradually I realize what I was doing here, I eat for 24 days and no more was not hungry, but I drink, so far 4 glasses.
Day 24, 13.7. Tuesday 67.7 Kg 3rd day after
In dream I have rejuvenated me at 35 years. 12:00 been drinking 3 glasses. With Margot to the hairdresser and shopping, feel miserable. I'm back to bursting full of reproachful, negative and critical thoughts and words.
I will always weaker, can hardly get out of the bath after 2 hours. Bad, black before the eyes, crept cautiously into bed. Before swimming, two enemas, went quite well, came out somewhat.
I never believed me to think to weigh too little. Not what I expected from the process has arrived to weigh out less. Good conversation with Frigga. Barking dogs bother me where I bark against everything pushes my limits of constricted consciousness. In the solar plexus develop bad feeling, inner sun, then I do not feel cold.
Day 25, 14.7. Wednesday 67.6 Kg 4th day after
Sleep well, replaced with Margot bulb. Blood pressure measured: 124/75, pulse: 67. Edith, Frigga and Hertha here. Cassette of Eckart Tolle copied even for Margot. A twin spoke to me with herbs in his hand, cook you today. I eat for 25 days nothing. Many recommendations and warnings received, we can not. Please do not talk in the majority. Later the extract of Brother Emanuel dropped.
Running with success. 2 hrs. Sole Bad came out well, much better than yesterday. Feeling pretty good today. Tonight I had the feeling not to be alone. Report written. Never so much advice obtained as to this process. The less about knowing the better.
Day 26, 15.7. Thursday 67.3 Kg 5th day after
3:15. This process must not fail, as the positive output has cosmic implications, would also have a negative outcome negative effects. It is simply not acceptable. Aspiration is docile life. Shopping with cornflower and Müller. Margot brought edibles.
This process is probably not capable to receive high wisdom, but it is used for self-knowledge and transformation of the shadow, the purification of the soul. Actually clear. Whatever I want to convert, happy and positive with it.
After a 2 hr. Soda bath (probably too much soda) sweating like never before after a bath, and I'm tired.
Day 27 16.7. Friday 67.3 Kg 6th day after
Dizzy when standing up, had to hold me. This is the 1st day without weight loss. It does not change by criticizing, but by accepting it and loves it. Allow to have to think no longer the constraint.
Report on the 21 open process finished writing. 2 1/2 hours drinking. Marktheidenfeld, thin black tea with Kamal. Letter from Marie from Ireland, it has also called. Today is my best day. Frigga's son informed, I'm fine. After 1 1/2 hours. Bad MeineBase I sweat like yesterday, stood up carefully. My current weight and my character I really like.
Day 28 17.7. Saturday 67.4 Kg 7th day thereafter
2nd day without weight loss, as much as 100 grams increased. I think things are looking up. Today not as good a day as yesterday. With Margot at the hairdresser.
Email from Jasmuheen. My eyesight is not good. After 2 hrs. Solebad weak blackount getting out and fell on my butt, butt hurts. 114/63, pulse 70. My mind, (thinking to) reject in love. Only with love can happen.
Day 29 18.7. Day Sunday 67.4 Kg 8. thereafter
Dream: Wanted as a back-packer by India, but 2 large suitcases and 2 large pockets had with me, I could hardly bear it. At first I only wanted to sleep once in a hotel, there were already many people with as much baggage. Have I overestimated myself, I am a megalomaniac, I want to be better than the other?
4 days without weight loss, but do not feel good. Doubts, fears. The butt hurts from yesterday. Small round walk. 101/66, pulse 75. See only negative and kläffe. 11:00 thin black drinking 3 cups, then 120/72, pulse 63
30th day 19.7. Monday 67.4 Kg 9th day after slept restlessly, dry mouth. From what I am doing in the moment, I dedicate all my attention. Whenever I think of food, I start to meditate. 104/62, pulse 62nd Meditate. Frigga and Edith phoned. GMZ shopping, talked Isolde, given extract.
Ingo Christa and Elizabeth informed, passed Christa extract Ingo and Christa extract. 2 hrs. Bad MeineBase, Hildegard called when I was in the tub, she wanted to convert me. Edith called. Hip hurts.
Day 31 20.7. Tuesday 66.9 Kg 10th day after
Weight continued to fall, since 5 days again weight loss. Should I eat raw food? Hip hurts. It's like a slow death. 110/70, pulse 66. 10:30 1/2 liter broth drunk. Margot informed. Immediately nothing and criticize anyone, anything negative thought or mention. 12:30 drunk broth again.
Grow is a matter of trial and error. Habits dissolve through awareness-be.
With new not immediately say no. Shop. eaten banana 14:30 slowly, later 1 pear. spoken on tape, my youth. eaten 15:00 92/55, pulse, 63. grape and pear. IBERO GAST 20 drops taken. Evening walking small round. Kamal called. called Hildegard, informed about eating fruit.
32. Day 21. 7. Wednesday 67.6 Kg 11 days thereafter
112/71 pulse 58. Great round walk. Grape apple, banana, kiwi eaten. Festivals defecation, 2x. 2 hrs. Solebad. Hede wants to convert me. 3 x 1/2 liter broth drunk. eaten piece of cucumber and 2 tomatoes.
Ultimately my attempt without food is to go on living, failed. At first, I was bitterly disappointed. I had not reached that food is no longer part of my reality. Later I realized that this Lent not had the desired effect, they brought me but very valuable insights that I would probably not have received without that.
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