Darkroom-retread at
home by Monday, 08.12. until Thursday, 12/18/2003
Plan for supervision by Frigga and Edith daily between 18:00 and 20:00
Mon 8:12. Lunch rooms darken, do not eat supper
To prepare:
2 pots of tea, 1 pot herb broth
Apple carrot juice
Tue 9:12. Morning sip way 1 1/2 liter drink warm salt water for defecation,
2 pots of tea, 1 pot herb broth
Tap water as needed
To prepare:
2 pots of tea, 1 pot herb broth
Apple juice, 1 bottle of carrot juice
Mi.10.12. Daily: apple juice, carrot juice
until 17:12. 2 pots of tea, 1 pot herb broth
Tap water as needed
Preparing: see above
Bathing in salt sole: Wednesday 10 .; Saturday 13 .; Tuesday, 12.16.
Daily: 3 different vitamins, and mineral capsules
Tea please pour very thin.
Herbal broth ½ cube per pot.
No TV, no radio, no internet, no phones.
Beginning of the dark treatment.
Monday, 08.12. Afternoon all is dark; I drink a lot of apple juice and live in the here and now. I do not wait that the time goes by, I do not think about tomorrow or beyond. If I live in the here and now I do not know how long I've been here and it does not bother me.
The darkness I reflected only my outer life. If I were outside now would just blindly running around and did not know quite what I could do meaningful. I have no desire to go back into the light; I have to be a seeing before I go into the light again.
In the first night I had a dream: Edith and I walk in the dark through Wittensee. I think Margot as shade go before us to see, we follow her, come at a high-rise building (no longer in Wittensee) face a lot House doorbells, but the person was not Margot.
We climb into an elevator; I leave alone the 5th floor the elevator and am in a kindergarten with many small tables and chairs.
Besides me no one is present. I have a free marvelous view from a large window front.
Frigga interpreted this dream to the effect that I have largely solved me of Margot and I will also solve by Edith, and come back to childhood, which I turn off my mind and must acquire the childlike naivety again.
Again, I live in the here and now; I do not wait for the next moment, not until the next day, like a tree does not wait the next spring to bloom again, enough water and sun to have to bear fruits.
Behold the birds of the air, they did not see and they do not reap, and our heavenly Father feedeth yet.
We should take every man as he is, he encouraged himself to love. Love dissolves the ego. Love the Lord your God and Father of everything, and thy neighbor as only when you can yourself. To love you (not the ego) can also love his neighbor and God.
I would like to sit down on the couch, while tear the decanter with apple juice from the table, everything is on the carpet. Hours later me the same thing happened again.
Edith was right there, she could wipe both times dry. I was so shocked that I began to doubt me. A little later I could thank my guardian angel who wanted to tell me everything hangs by a thread.
I always thought he had everything under control. My confidence collapsed like a house of cards. Thank you thank you. All safety awareness ad, are in the exterior security.
Everything that is or is happening around us, every single detail, we have created ourselves. We only see ourselves.
I begin to doubt whether physical exercise on the way to interior makes sense. They strengthen but only the muscles, our tanks, right?
Tuesday morning. I looked across the room at me louder black bars of different thickness. Not like a spider web, which is arranged, these bars were disorganized, totally messed up, crisscross.
There were so many that I could barely see the sky. I knew no explanation, so I asked the spiritual world and received after some time the following reply:
"These are the negative rays that produce the devices of the people. The innumerable television channels and radio stations, the radio telephones, Satelittentelefone, the negative thoughts of people who thought the fight. amplified Every fight what we want to eliminate.
Before this many negative radiations to protect ourselves when we focus positive and raise our vibration. Then, this negative vibrating rays go right through us without hurting us.
I was also aware of the dark treatment, as heartless and callous I am still. I could certainly go to war to kill people without any scruples. Just so I could be the hunter, the butcher, the man in the laboratory.
When I was about deeply shocked and could recognize me, this coldness broke up after some time and I felt a deep remorse and compassion for all forms of life, especially for the people. You'll very gentle and soft. You do it infinitely sorry for what you've already done everything.
There are our shadows that come out to show us who we are yet. And just because we are still these shadows, there are still soldiers, hunters, butchers, people in the experimental laboratory, etc.
Only when we resolve the deep love in us, it also disappears from this world. The suffering of animals is over, we will solve the ills or the sins at the root, i.e. in us. This is the only way to resolve the suffering of animals, the people and the whole of nature and purify the atmosphere.
You have even afraid of you, otherwise there is no self-knowledge.
Only now, after the two-time overthrow the pitcher of apple juice, I'm ready to ask my guardian angel to guide me in the dark.
Although I do not make physical exercises, do not go out into the fresh air, I feel very well.
After two hours of saline bath, I had a strong sensation of light above the bridge of the nose, in the 6th center. Frigga later told me this, I have my people take back even more and from the mind (intuition) living increases.
In a dream I saw how living people threw down a chute. When they got down since bursting apart the body. It was a bad dream. I had tried not to look.
Later Frigga interpreted the dream as follows: the case of the body was the case and the destruction of the ego.
Again I dreamed I saw an old lonely-standing cottage, which I intended to buy in order to live as a hermit there. Whether I did it?
In another dream, I was driving in a car with a passenger from Duisburg to Moers to an agricultural exhibition. No one could describe to me how to get there. Somehow I drove traffic retardant to a main road. Roadside some were sitting in colorful costumes, there were Israelis, they sat there as a protest.
Change of scene. My companion and one of those protesters, who had undressed, got into a fight to the death. My companion said, now I bite his throat. Full shudder, I looked away. I did not want to watch me.
Then I saw how came out the entire viscera from the anus of different human bodies. It was a terrible dream. I have long wondered whether I should write him at all.
In another dream, I should take the train into a bath. There I saw all the birds covered with a dark dust. I was amazed that they can still fly. Then I saw huge long conveyor belts that carried this damp dust.
Once I dreamed that I am on a business trip in Denmark. The boss of the company that I visited, missed his wallet. Somehow the purse was in a pair of pants that was close to me, but not me belonged. I was under suspicion of having stolen the stock market. Now, I imagined what could happen to me, to be tortured and tormented, but then broke off the thought, the dream was over.
In future, I ask my body what he wants to eat, and not, as previously, which will eat should, what has to go.
During this D. T. rolled all my past like a movie from before my eyes. I did steps in which I did great doubt had to do it.
Now I know it could not be better. I also realized that I have not decided on the decisions in my life. It was decided for me. It happens, and says, I have done.
On my vital decisions I was not aware involved. I could even in retrospect not rationalize intellectually not explain why I acted.
Now I know why the animals suffer. You suffer for us; they give us the opportunity to recognize us. The hunter is there so that we recognize that we are the hunter, can resolve it to us, and then it will disappear from this world. The butcher is only there so that we recognize ourselves.
The Livestock, transporting animals and eating meat only make sense to see to it. The animals sacrifice us people to help us to recognize us and resolve the thing known.
We see the hunter, butcher etc but only because we have the same or similar in us, because the same swings in us.
We have the opportunity to resolve with a deep love the evil at its roots.
If we raise our inner development, the vibration of the earth so that low-wielding people can no longer incarnate, then we have done our job.
I like to be right now anywhere but here in the dark.
Plan for supervision by Frigga and Edith daily between 18:00 and 20:00
Mon 8:12. Lunch rooms darken, do not eat supper
To prepare:
2 pots of tea, 1 pot herb broth
Apple carrot juice
Tue 9:12. Morning sip way 1 1/2 liter drink warm salt water for defecation,
2 pots of tea, 1 pot herb broth
Tap water as needed
To prepare:
2 pots of tea, 1 pot herb broth
Apple juice, 1 bottle of carrot juice
Mi.10.12. Daily: apple juice, carrot juice
until 17:12. 2 pots of tea, 1 pot herb broth
Tap water as needed
Preparing: see above
Bathing in salt sole: Wednesday 10 .; Saturday 13 .; Tuesday, 12.16.
Daily: 3 different vitamins, and mineral capsules
Tea please pour very thin.
Herbal broth ½ cube per pot.
No TV, no radio, no internet, no phones.
Beginning of the dark treatment.
Monday, 08.12. Afternoon all is dark; I drink a lot of apple juice and live in the here and now. I do not wait that the time goes by, I do not think about tomorrow or beyond. If I live in the here and now I do not know how long I've been here and it does not bother me.
The darkness I reflected only my outer life. If I were outside now would just blindly running around and did not know quite what I could do meaningful. I have no desire to go back into the light; I have to be a seeing before I go into the light again.
In the first night I had a dream: Edith and I walk in the dark through Wittensee. I think Margot as shade go before us to see, we follow her, come at a high-rise building (no longer in Wittensee) face a lot House doorbells, but the person was not Margot.
We climb into an elevator; I leave alone the 5th floor the elevator and am in a kindergarten with many small tables and chairs.
Besides me no one is present. I have a free marvelous view from a large window front.
Frigga interpreted this dream to the effect that I have largely solved me of Margot and I will also solve by Edith, and come back to childhood, which I turn off my mind and must acquire the childlike naivety again.
Again, I live in the here and now; I do not wait for the next moment, not until the next day, like a tree does not wait the next spring to bloom again, enough water and sun to have to bear fruits.
Behold the birds of the air, they did not see and they do not reap, and our heavenly Father feedeth yet.
We should take every man as he is, he encouraged himself to love. Love dissolves the ego. Love the Lord your God and Father of everything, and thy neighbor as only when you can yourself. To love you (not the ego) can also love his neighbor and God.
I would like to sit down on the couch, while tear the decanter with apple juice from the table, everything is on the carpet. Hours later me the same thing happened again.
Edith was right there, she could wipe both times dry. I was so shocked that I began to doubt me. A little later I could thank my guardian angel who wanted to tell me everything hangs by a thread.
I always thought he had everything under control. My confidence collapsed like a house of cards. Thank you thank you. All safety awareness ad, are in the exterior security.
Everything that is or is happening around us, every single detail, we have created ourselves. We only see ourselves.
I begin to doubt whether physical exercise on the way to interior makes sense. They strengthen but only the muscles, our tanks, right?
Tuesday morning. I looked across the room at me louder black bars of different thickness. Not like a spider web, which is arranged, these bars were disorganized, totally messed up, crisscross.
There were so many that I could barely see the sky. I knew no explanation, so I asked the spiritual world and received after some time the following reply:
"These are the negative rays that produce the devices of the people. The innumerable television channels and radio stations, the radio telephones, Satelittentelefone, the negative thoughts of people who thought the fight. amplified Every fight what we want to eliminate.
Before this many negative radiations to protect ourselves when we focus positive and raise our vibration. Then, this negative vibrating rays go right through us without hurting us.
I was also aware of the dark treatment, as heartless and callous I am still. I could certainly go to war to kill people without any scruples. Just so I could be the hunter, the butcher, the man in the laboratory.
When I was about deeply shocked and could recognize me, this coldness broke up after some time and I felt a deep remorse and compassion for all forms of life, especially for the people. You'll very gentle and soft. You do it infinitely sorry for what you've already done everything.
There are our shadows that come out to show us who we are yet. And just because we are still these shadows, there are still soldiers, hunters, butchers, people in the experimental laboratory, etc.
Only when we resolve the deep love in us, it also disappears from this world. The suffering of animals is over, we will solve the ills or the sins at the root, i.e. in us. This is the only way to resolve the suffering of animals, the people and the whole of nature and purify the atmosphere.
You have even afraid of you, otherwise there is no self-knowledge.
Only now, after the two-time overthrow the pitcher of apple juice, I'm ready to ask my guardian angel to guide me in the dark.
Although I do not make physical exercises, do not go out into the fresh air, I feel very well.
After two hours of saline bath, I had a strong sensation of light above the bridge of the nose, in the 6th center. Frigga later told me this, I have my people take back even more and from the mind (intuition) living increases.
In a dream I saw how living people threw down a chute. When they got down since bursting apart the body. It was a bad dream. I had tried not to look.
Later Frigga interpreted the dream as follows: the case of the body was the case and the destruction of the ego.
Again I dreamed I saw an old lonely-standing cottage, which I intended to buy in order to live as a hermit there. Whether I did it?
In another dream, I was driving in a car with a passenger from Duisburg to Moers to an agricultural exhibition. No one could describe to me how to get there. Somehow I drove traffic retardant to a main road. Roadside some were sitting in colorful costumes, there were Israelis, they sat there as a protest.
Change of scene. My companion and one of those protesters, who had undressed, got into a fight to the death. My companion said, now I bite his throat. Full shudder, I looked away. I did not want to watch me.
Then I saw how came out the entire viscera from the anus of different human bodies. It was a terrible dream. I have long wondered whether I should write him at all.
In another dream, I should take the train into a bath. There I saw all the birds covered with a dark dust. I was amazed that they can still fly. Then I saw huge long conveyor belts that carried this damp dust.
Once I dreamed that I am on a business trip in Denmark. The boss of the company that I visited, missed his wallet. Somehow the purse was in a pair of pants that was close to me, but not me belonged. I was under suspicion of having stolen the stock market. Now, I imagined what could happen to me, to be tortured and tormented, but then broke off the thought, the dream was over.
In future, I ask my body what he wants to eat, and not, as previously, which will eat should, what has to go.
During this D. T. rolled all my past like a movie from before my eyes. I did steps in which I did great doubt had to do it.
Now I know it could not be better. I also realized that I have not decided on the decisions in my life. It was decided for me. It happens, and says, I have done.
On my vital decisions I was not aware involved. I could even in retrospect not rationalize intellectually not explain why I acted.
Now I know why the animals suffer. You suffer for us; they give us the opportunity to recognize us. The hunter is there so that we recognize that we are the hunter, can resolve it to us, and then it will disappear from this world. The butcher is only there so that we recognize ourselves.
The Livestock, transporting animals and eating meat only make sense to see to it. The animals sacrifice us people to help us to recognize us and resolve the thing known.
We see the hunter, butcher etc but only because we have the same or similar in us, because the same swings in us.
We have the opportunity to resolve with a deep love the evil at its roots.
If we raise our inner development, the vibration of the earth so that low-wielding people can no longer incarnate, then we have done our job.
I like to be right now anywhere but here in the dark.
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