My unsuccessful light food process in a 31-day fast from 20.06. ended up
10.07.2004.
Some years ago I saw on TV "by chance" Jasmuheen. Your statement
has to live without food and water for several years has impressed me deeply.
Then I bought her book light food. After I read it, I realized this process for
me is not viable and put the book down. But somehow I had and then the need to
glance back.
On 16/05/2004 I bought at the Pyramid of Light, a CD, an announcement of Metatron is light food possible? After I heard this CD several times, matured to begin this process in me the idea.
On 16/05/2004 I bought at the Pyramid of Light, a CD, an announcement of Metatron is light food possible? After I heard this CD several times, matured to begin this process in me the idea.
Between reading the book and listening to the CD I had, however, completed
twice a darkroom-retread, so I believed only were the necessary conditions to start
me in this process.
Plan for the
21-day light food process
(From Sunday, 06.20.2004 at 0:00 pm to Saturday, 07/10/2004 at 24: 00h)
For the duration of 7 days neither drink nor eat. Only ice chew or suck lemon pieces - but swallow anything.
On the seventh day, Saturday the 26.06.2004
From 19:38 a little slightly chilled orange juice with 25% fruit content.
An hour later, still some juice eighth to fourteenth day
(From Sunday, 06.20.2004 at 0:00 pm to Saturday, 07/10/2004 at 24: 00h)
For the duration of 7 days neither drink nor eat. Only ice chew or suck lemon pieces - but swallow anything.
On the seventh day, Saturday the 26.06.2004
From 19:38 a little slightly chilled orange juice with 25% fruit content.
An hour later, still some juice eighth to fourteenth day
Sunday, 06.27. at 0:00 pm to Saturday, 03.07. at 24:00
From now orange juice with 25% fruit content, not less than one and a half liters per day. During this phase, the body heals and stabilizes the changes from the first seven days
Fifteenth to twenty-first day
Sunday, 04.04. at 0:00 pm to Saturday, 07.10. at 24:00
From now orange juice with 40% fruit content.
Another seven days rest, so that the energy of the divine self is integrated
Twenty-first day, Saturday, 07.10.2004 at 24:00 ends of the process.
Food is no longer part of my reality
As an entry raw from 7.6. to 18.6. and at 19.6. only juice and broth, weight loss of 80.0 to 77.4 kg = - 2.6 Kg.
Beginning of the process
Day 1, Sunday, 06.20. 76.6 Kg
From now orange juice with 25% fruit content, not less than one and a half liters per day. During this phase, the body heals and stabilizes the changes from the first seven days
Fifteenth to twenty-first day
Sunday, 04.04. at 0:00 pm to Saturday, 07.10. at 24:00
From now orange juice with 40% fruit content.
Another seven days rest, so that the energy of the divine self is integrated
Twenty-first day, Saturday, 07.10.2004 at 24:00 ends of the process.
Food is no longer part of my reality
As an entry raw from 7.6. to 18.6. and at 19.6. only juice and broth, weight loss of 80.0 to 77.4 kg = - 2.6 Kg.
Beginning of the process
Day 1, Sunday, 06.20. 76.6 Kg
The first 7 days neither eat nor drink. No TV, no radio, no Internet.
In the morning I took a walk and heard the larks to. In the distance hear a cuckoo, watching a rabbit as he slowly across the field running. I am pleased today to begin the process 21 days to live on air and love, the love of God. I have a dry mouth, but feel very comfortable.
I am sad that no one cares about me, so I have to take this path alone. The dispute with Edith had come, even outrun her, so I will go through this process alone. Also Regina does not seem suitable to accompany me, it's a good thing, she spoke about her experience in the "open" during the fasting under supervision of doctors. I realize how much I had lost my way in the world.
2 hrs. Bad MeineBase, feel very comfortable. Have the desire for telephone contact to Edith or Regina. Evening visit to Regina, after a good week it seems more appropriate to accompany me, as suspected.
Day 2, Monday, 06.21. 74.8 Kg
Relatively slept good to be caught before falling asleep fears in my body. Again, I go for a walk, I feel myself as a part of nature, sitting at the edge of the forest on the red bench, the sun is shining, it's a beautiful morning, situated on a bench in the sun.
Lunch 2 hrs. Salt water bath, afterwards limp. Conversation with Frigga. Dry mouth, suck ice cubes is great relief. Evening for a walk. Tongue coated, am thirsty. I'm going to get used to it, to have infinite time. watch TV No desire by I feel free,
In the morning I took a walk and heard the larks to. In the distance hear a cuckoo, watching a rabbit as he slowly across the field running. I am pleased today to begin the process 21 days to live on air and love, the love of God. I have a dry mouth, but feel very comfortable.
I am sad that no one cares about me, so I have to take this path alone. The dispute with Edith had come, even outrun her, so I will go through this process alone. Also Regina does not seem suitable to accompany me, it's a good thing, she spoke about her experience in the "open" during the fasting under supervision of doctors. I realize how much I had lost my way in the world.
2 hrs. Bad MeineBase, feel very comfortable. Have the desire for telephone contact to Edith or Regina. Evening visit to Regina, after a good week it seems more appropriate to accompany me, as suspected.
Day 2, Monday, 06.21. 74.8 Kg
Relatively slept good to be caught before falling asleep fears in my body. Again, I go for a walk, I feel myself as a part of nature, sitting at the edge of the forest on the red bench, the sun is shining, it's a beautiful morning, situated on a bench in the sun.
Lunch 2 hrs. Salt water bath, afterwards limp. Conversation with Frigga. Dry mouth, suck ice cubes is great relief. Evening for a walk. Tongue coated, am thirsty. I'm going to get used to it, to have infinite time. watch TV No desire by I feel free,
Day 3 Tuesday, 06/22. 73.1 Kg
In the morning a little urine. Sleep well, deep prayers. Cells responded, telling them how good they have it, no poisons us having to process more pollutants.
There is for them no reason to be dissatisfied; the entire body is doing it well and just the soul. 2 hrs. Solebad MeineBase. No limb or organ pain. By car to Marktheidenfeld to buy printer cartridge.
Again a 2 hr. Bad, but sols, then weakened. Chewing ice is a boon. Several candles, fragrance lamps also ignited, incense sprinkled on towels to "keep away evil spirits".
Observed as drinking a sparrow water and I pointed out the dirty potions, and her neighbor from across a cat chasing grumbling from the garden and how the cat offended showed and behind the gate lounged on the sidewalk as if they regretted the woman,
In the morning a little urine. Sleep well, deep prayers. Cells responded, telling them how good they have it, no poisons us having to process more pollutants.
There is for them no reason to be dissatisfied; the entire body is doing it well and just the soul. 2 hrs. Solebad MeineBase. No limb or organ pain. By car to Marktheidenfeld to buy printer cartridge.
Again a 2 hr. Bad, but sols, then weakened. Chewing ice is a boon. Several candles, fragrance lamps also ignited, incense sprinkled on towels to "keep away evil spirits".
Observed as drinking a sparrow water and I pointed out the dirty potions, and her neighbor from across a cat chasing grumbling from the garden and how the cat offended showed and behind the gate lounged on the sidewalk as if they regretted the woman,
Day 4 Wednesday 23 06 71.2 Kg
2:00 am, cannot sleep, already stood 2x, sucked ice, restless, the skin is thin, no pain. Those who lose a lot of weight while fasting can let go well. My heart is out of rhythm, it beats in my throat. I feel my kidneys, they are sensitive to pressure. 2 x 2 hrs. Baden is probably too hard on the skin, it begins to schrinkeln and also brings increased weight loss. I weigh as much as 50 years ago. My hands seem quite large for the thin arms. 2:30 some urine, but Brown does not smell strong.
got up 5:00, applied kidney warmer. My sunken cheeks, unusual, so I do not please me, but I keep going.
On Edith Council water boiled for ice and brine for eye rinsing.
Lemon slices, as recommended to me do not like, they are much too sour and yet it is tempting to swallow the juice.
I feel quite warm. I cannot lie on your back, perhaps caused by the etheric drip. Eyes hurt no headers organ or body aches.
So shortly after 9:00 am I can limp out of the tub, it rang at my door, it was Hertha, and she wanted to clean up the garden hose to the organic waste bin.
We started together to unravel the hose and I helped Hertha at work. It was a pretty messy business, I had to wash my pants, but we were both quite satisfied afterwards.
Frigga and Regina on my terrace, good conversations. Evening still a bath. When sucking ice cubes come some dark jellyfish from the esophagus. Throughout the day, I suck with pleasure ice. Evening in Regina, could hardly speak.
5. Day Thursday 24.6. 70.1 Kg
I can not sleep, am not tired, get up at 0:30 to read and suck ice. Much urinating, dark and smells strongly. got up 5:00, I'm sick, I'm shaky and weak, lie down. My heart stumbles violently; it is too big for the now smaller body. Stay on the terrace is good.
The eyes ache, cheeks strongly sunken, look lean and starved. Problems with time, everything takes far too long, for example, the bathroom, the clock is too slow, the night is too long, exactly the opposite of what I'm striving for years.
2 hrs. Bad MeineBase. Frigga makes me uneasy by their constant time shift. Edith has brought the book In Resonance.
suck ice cubes is my finest variety, am preoccupied new ice to freeze, empty container and fill with water. Several times on the terrace, there I feel more comfortable, it was cool and windy.
Again incense sprinkled on pace towels to possibly present to keep spirits. Roses sprayed with alcohol and water. 2 hrs. Soda bath came well out of the bath. Edith took sponge, Nivea and images. Sponge is very pleasant bathing.
I do need several times to stay on the terrace, maybe my cells to fresh air and the food from the fresh air and sunshine is needed now more than ever. Today very restless, Frigga was here long it also noted beamed even from my eyes unrest. Washed laundry, hung 20:00.
6. Day Friday 25.6. 69.1 Kg
0:09 cannot sleep, heart lurches and stumbles, rubbed with mountain pine, need new but how? Lollipop with pleasure ice. 1:11 PM, cannot sleep, face is hot and red, rinsed with cold water.
Do not know how to lie, still very uneasy, as if I had been drinking gallons of coffee.
As described whiz me many thoughts without feelings through my mind, I feel quite warm. 2:30 the phone rings but only 1x, much urinates. got up 5:00, wobbly, like me hardly look in the mirror.
I come memories of my disease typhus in my childhood after the war when I was so weak and begin to cry terribly.
Frigga said now I see as old as I am. While I have no wrinkles but deep dimples.
She thinks my resolute chin was responsible for my perseverance.
I speak in dreams, enjoying myself and do not know with whom and what I'm talking, your impression was not to be alone, but do not see anybody.
I intend to do everything very slowly, so as not to get my heart racing again.
12 minutes on the Chi Machine, like every morning. Urinates much before bathing, to 2 hrs. Bad the same weight.
My impression is in the bath, the cells take a little water, because after the bath I urinated again. Edith brought me Latschenkiefer from the pharmacy. My need to go outside is enormous, as if my cells that already need for direct conversion.
I talk to creatures that I do not see, flipping pages in a book, which does not exist. For years now I take magnesium tablets to avoid cramps in the calf. Since the beginning of the process I took nothing and had no cramps.
Otto's victory with the Greeks over the French made me very happy, great success.
Somehow I'm physically exhausted but I do not give up, I cry again, have a feeling I'm not alone. It would be so easy to drink a sip of water, but I'm not doing it. It's only one night and one day
7. day Saturday 26.6. 68.5 Kg
1:00 am irrepressible desire to loll me and stretch, like a butterfly leaving the pupa. Cautiously I did it so as not to dislocate me. But it was not in the body, which could have dislocated.
How often have I tilted in half dream my mouth to the cup, in vain? Still no bowel movements. I often entertain with people who are not present, or at least.
6:52 me is miserable, cannot walk and stand, no power for shaving,
2 hrs. Bad MeineBase, laboriously back to bed. Although with no pain but I am very very weak. Only later tightened.
called from the tub Margot and told her how good I feel. You have nothing to eat; I will continue to eat anything. That it was so is not known, perhaps I had concealed her also.
suck ice continues to rest for the oral mucosa, they contract as if the air sucked out of a bag out and stick together.
The beard is stronger than usual. 11:50 I did not find the strength to shave.
Many jars and bottles filled with boiled water, juice and water placed in the sun to energize, then into the refrigerator. I fared so as Margot, I fell asleep during the conversation.
Today no 2nd bathroom am too weak asleep doze and wait for the time to be allowed to drink. I can hardly speak.
19:38 Edith and Regina were here, we solemnly concluded the first seven days. Edith made 2 recordings. From Edith I got a bottle of juice, to write from Regina a rose and paper for the printer, for the report on the process. But they went right back to me it was quite.
I enjoy drinking, happy to have survived the water with little orange juice, I'm the first stage. 75 min after I started drinking the first modest bowel movement after 7 days.
Samuel and Frigga called around 20:40 on how I feel. 21:36 I sit and drink in small sips and am happy I still can not believe that I have the first 7 days already behind me and that I drink and swallow allowed. Thank you thank you.
8th to 14th day
Day 8 Sunday 27 6 71.3 Kg
At 3:00 I woke up, my first thought was, you may even drink, wanted to jump up but it did not go so fast. Now I sit here and enjoy a drink.
6:00 I sit back and drink.
I'm much better, but not as I had expected, which is probably normal, according to the book. The oral mucosa are somewhat swollen and painful. My voice comes back. Almost 3 Kg increased after I started drinking.
Samuel called and asked how I was doing. Frigga called from Marburg. Regina brought water from the spring. When Regina was also Margot came to me.
2 hrs. Bad afternoon. Although I have many years occupied myself with the subject of time, was all that I knew and believed was blown away. In the first 7 days I felt extreme boredom. I did not get the problem under control time; everything took me much too long.
I last eagerly waited at the time to be allowed to drink again. Seen is little point me all knowledge of the time. Now I'm in the old fairway again and try from the linear join in the simultaneous time. I can pick up the thread again I have interrupted.
Day 9 Monday, 06.28. 71.6 Kg
Against 2:00 defecation few hard pellets cumbersome, before long. Since I drink I freeze a little. I put on long underwear and warm water. I lie covered on the couch. Edith was here brought me copies from the supervisor and a card with a large tree on which she had written, you're strong like a tree, but I feel helpless as a small child.
I drink apple juice, orange juice, grape juice all diluted and rest and sleep. Discomfort in his right calf and ankle become stronger. Somehow I had imagined the process in the 2nd phase easier. I had thought if I may drink again everything is better but it is not so. I feel not much better than at the end of the 1st phase. Sauer pushed, presumably from the orange juice.
10. Day Tuesday 29.6. 71.8 Kg
Somewhat slept. Inside a feeling if something is broken or pulled out.
1 1/2 hours. Soda bath. Thin stool, offensive. 10 days longer I have not fasted. By this action I want to give something back, because I had a full life.
My view is, it is the greatest thing I can do for nature and people. I feel as if no aggression or evil have in me, I am filled with love. I think it could happen to the animals come to me and birds sat on my hand. Right foot hurts, I'm unsure.
11th Day Wednesday 30.6. 72.0 Kg
slept tolerably well. I'm afraid if I tell people why I do it that they think I am a megalomaniac. Frigga was here she spoke another horoscope on tape. Edith brought juice, and soda sponge. Frigga was there again, again spoke on tape.
My right side has to do with my father, ask him about Christ for forgiveness.
Frigga read the horoscope. The problems with my father, he told me not to show my limits. I was very turned towards the young people, and he disliked an opponent of the Nazis, so him my behavior. But he could not help it. About Christ I asked his soul for forgiveness, it is my right foot a lot better.
2 hrs. Solebad. Peter called, Jasmuheen brought to the screen and showed interest in the light food. Oral mucosas are sore.
12th Day Thursday 1.7. 71.6 Kg
Morning pretty well felt. Get to bank money car went pretty well. I freeze still. The more my ego transforms, the more I realize the miracle of my body and at all the wonder of creation.
2 hrs. Soda bath, good for the skin. Frigga could not come; I called her and said that it was my foot already feeling much better. From Edith no trace.
13 Day Friday 2.7. 71.1 Kg
Again and again I read in the book light food but I read too fast. The tongue is coated and ignites the oral mucosa. The teeth hurt when you brush. Frigga and Samuel to visit, he smelled strongly of smoke. Regina to visit. Cat on a visit. 2 hrs. Bad MeineBase.
I drink every day about 2 liters. I only open your mouth when you touched God.
14th day Saturday 3.7. 70.6 Kg
Dream: As a well-dressed Indians I walk and want to the station, but I have run in an area full of large and small coal stockpiles. There many poor Indians worked, they saw me coming and expected me grimly. I asked for directions to the train station, and saw that they wanted to attack me.
I called Christ and my guardian spirits for help and there, they went to the side when I went on, nothing happened to me. Was on slightly raised a scantily clad Indian woman, the mistress of the boss, she made movements to men to make between Halden on a free surface. Such was its owner, it made for him covetable.
2 hrs. Solebad. Frigga had signed up, has not come. Mir has never been indifferent to what people think of me because I'm always more out from the inside.
Teeth are quite sensitive; brushing with submerged in brine toothbrush does well. Even my mouth a little baking soda in the water is pleasant. There is absolutely nothing to criticize; everything wants me only help to recognize me. All I want to criticize is my constricted boundaries that need to expand it. Everything will happen to me will help me, what excites me most.
15 to 21 day
15 Day Sunday 4.7. 70.6 Kg
In the morning, 2x pulling through the entire body, as if the spirit returns. I let too much pull outwards, as by noise, aggression come high. Today not as good a day. Afternoon 2 hours. Soda bath. Mir is still quite cold, freezing hands and feet. Frigga has interpreted the dream, the dark side of my sexuality I have to convert.
Otto's men are European champions. Regina here until 0:30, massaged my hands and feet, negative about sex came up in me, similar to the dream interpretation of Frigga. Life in the here and now.
16th Day Monday 5.7. 70, 4 Kg
Why am I doing this process, some of it reconsider. Was something wrong in my thinking? Does the motivation 100%?
Walk small round. Unpleasant memories of last night.
To the Post office and bank driven by car, difficult. My fingernails were seldom better. 2 hrs. Bad MeineBase. With Frigga good conversations. I am here, if God is calling me.
Day 17 Tuesday, 06.07. 70.0 Kg
Doubts, fears, thoughts about dying. Hours later to eat again would be a return to the Stone Age, slavery, bondage for me.
I'd rather die than to live as before this process. 2 1/4 hours. Solebad.
I'm a close by the gate, and narrow is the way, in it there is no turning back. Frigga called, inter alia, we are already so far? The question you have to you and do not ask me. Regina until 00:30, viewed 2 video films.
18th Day Wednesday 7.7. 69.6 Kg
Dream, in Japan, started eating half a chocolate bar in the unguarded moment. In the spat hand, walked around to look for a trash can, which I found after several questions in the kitchen. A Japanese man followed me with a cloth to wipe my mouth.
After that I went into a room full of important men enjoying themselves and laughing heartily, "do not eat" about me and my. I was ashamed. Edith was here left a bad vibration, feel very bad, took a long time to recover. Soda bath 1 1/2 hours.
Relaxed hours at the Fim, The Gods Must Be Crazy.
19th Day Thursday 8.7. 69.7 Kg
You can only survive if you rest for most of the day inside you this process. Preparing thoughts breakfast and lunch. After rain in the garden weeds plucked. Wonderful insights into the tub, 2h MeineBase.:
All I criticize at work, in politics, in football, I reinforce. There is only one solution - to love. Immediately I no longer need to criticize, thank you. Strong thoughts terror. The only way out to go inside to Christ and pray and thank. The many times that I use to pray. Only changed the love, both myself and the world. Once we enter the simultaneous time there is no rebirth and no more karma. Going to bed early.
20th Day Friday 9.7. 69.1 Kg
Slept well. No forced more to thinking. I am pleased to be slim. 10x dumbbell, Chi, little walk, shopping GMZ. I watch every little pain. After 2 hrs. Solebad no dizziness, fully operational.
dreams:
A woman led me into a semi-dark room, on the floor were several mattresses with white duvets. What I wanted to because I do not know. Suddenly the woman began to take off in. What is this, I asked if she wanted to relax with me.
In the same room an underage girl later lay beside me. It's not, you're too young, I'm in jail and also it hurts you.
Afternoon half-asleep man was inseparable from an object, it made him almost immobile, he was very restless and unhappy.
Good conversation and dream interpretation with Frigga. Pulse at night to hear no more cartridges.
21 Day Saturday 10.7. 69.0 Kg
Slept well. Dizzy to get up. Strong desire for food, like an addict. Presumably, the chi machine increases the wear of the ankle, stop it.
Listen night no cassettes, gradually stop reading. Go inward, listen to the inner voice. Large walk, St. John's plucked. Frigga here. Regina watering flowers. Margot's bed repaired. St. John's word oil scheduled for 7 weeks. 1 1/2 hours. Bad MeineBase. Refrigerator off. 20:50 last juice.
When I'm in the kitchen, it's like an end, everything is superfluous, as.
2:00 am, cannot sleep, already stood 2x, sucked ice, restless, the skin is thin, no pain. Those who lose a lot of weight while fasting can let go well. My heart is out of rhythm, it beats in my throat. I feel my kidneys, they are sensitive to pressure. 2 x 2 hrs. Baden is probably too hard on the skin, it begins to schrinkeln and also brings increased weight loss. I weigh as much as 50 years ago. My hands seem quite large for the thin arms. 2:30 some urine, but Brown does not smell strong.
got up 5:00, applied kidney warmer. My sunken cheeks, unusual, so I do not please me, but I keep going.
On Edith Council water boiled for ice and brine for eye rinsing.
Lemon slices, as recommended to me do not like, they are much too sour and yet it is tempting to swallow the juice.
I feel quite warm. I cannot lie on your back, perhaps caused by the etheric drip. Eyes hurt no headers organ or body aches.
So shortly after 9:00 am I can limp out of the tub, it rang at my door, it was Hertha, and she wanted to clean up the garden hose to the organic waste bin.
We started together to unravel the hose and I helped Hertha at work. It was a pretty messy business, I had to wash my pants, but we were both quite satisfied afterwards.
Frigga and Regina on my terrace, good conversations. Evening still a bath. When sucking ice cubes come some dark jellyfish from the esophagus. Throughout the day, I suck with pleasure ice. Evening in Regina, could hardly speak.
5. Day Thursday 24.6. 70.1 Kg
I can not sleep, am not tired, get up at 0:30 to read and suck ice. Much urinating, dark and smells strongly. got up 5:00, I'm sick, I'm shaky and weak, lie down. My heart stumbles violently; it is too big for the now smaller body. Stay on the terrace is good.
The eyes ache, cheeks strongly sunken, look lean and starved. Problems with time, everything takes far too long, for example, the bathroom, the clock is too slow, the night is too long, exactly the opposite of what I'm striving for years.
2 hrs. Bad MeineBase. Frigga makes me uneasy by their constant time shift. Edith has brought the book In Resonance.
suck ice cubes is my finest variety, am preoccupied new ice to freeze, empty container and fill with water. Several times on the terrace, there I feel more comfortable, it was cool and windy.
Again incense sprinkled on pace towels to possibly present to keep spirits. Roses sprayed with alcohol and water. 2 hrs. Soda bath came well out of the bath. Edith took sponge, Nivea and images. Sponge is very pleasant bathing.
I do need several times to stay on the terrace, maybe my cells to fresh air and the food from the fresh air and sunshine is needed now more than ever. Today very restless, Frigga was here long it also noted beamed even from my eyes unrest. Washed laundry, hung 20:00.
6. Day Friday 25.6. 69.1 Kg
0:09 cannot sleep, heart lurches and stumbles, rubbed with mountain pine, need new but how? Lollipop with pleasure ice. 1:11 PM, cannot sleep, face is hot and red, rinsed with cold water.
Do not know how to lie, still very uneasy, as if I had been drinking gallons of coffee.
As described whiz me many thoughts without feelings through my mind, I feel quite warm. 2:30 the phone rings but only 1x, much urinates. got up 5:00, wobbly, like me hardly look in the mirror.
I come memories of my disease typhus in my childhood after the war when I was so weak and begin to cry terribly.
Frigga said now I see as old as I am. While I have no wrinkles but deep dimples.
She thinks my resolute chin was responsible for my perseverance.
I speak in dreams, enjoying myself and do not know with whom and what I'm talking, your impression was not to be alone, but do not see anybody.
I intend to do everything very slowly, so as not to get my heart racing again.
12 minutes on the Chi Machine, like every morning. Urinates much before bathing, to 2 hrs. Bad the same weight.
My impression is in the bath, the cells take a little water, because after the bath I urinated again. Edith brought me Latschenkiefer from the pharmacy. My need to go outside is enormous, as if my cells that already need for direct conversion.
I talk to creatures that I do not see, flipping pages in a book, which does not exist. For years now I take magnesium tablets to avoid cramps in the calf. Since the beginning of the process I took nothing and had no cramps.
Otto's victory with the Greeks over the French made me very happy, great success.
Somehow I'm physically exhausted but I do not give up, I cry again, have a feeling I'm not alone. It would be so easy to drink a sip of water, but I'm not doing it. It's only one night and one day
7. day Saturday 26.6. 68.5 Kg
1:00 am irrepressible desire to loll me and stretch, like a butterfly leaving the pupa. Cautiously I did it so as not to dislocate me. But it was not in the body, which could have dislocated.
How often have I tilted in half dream my mouth to the cup, in vain? Still no bowel movements. I often entertain with people who are not present, or at least.
6:52 me is miserable, cannot walk and stand, no power for shaving,
2 hrs. Bad MeineBase, laboriously back to bed. Although with no pain but I am very very weak. Only later tightened.
called from the tub Margot and told her how good I feel. You have nothing to eat; I will continue to eat anything. That it was so is not known, perhaps I had concealed her also.
suck ice continues to rest for the oral mucosa, they contract as if the air sucked out of a bag out and stick together.
The beard is stronger than usual. 11:50 I did not find the strength to shave.
Many jars and bottles filled with boiled water, juice and water placed in the sun to energize, then into the refrigerator. I fared so as Margot, I fell asleep during the conversation.
Today no 2nd bathroom am too weak asleep doze and wait for the time to be allowed to drink. I can hardly speak.
19:38 Edith and Regina were here, we solemnly concluded the first seven days. Edith made 2 recordings. From Edith I got a bottle of juice, to write from Regina a rose and paper for the printer, for the report on the process. But they went right back to me it was quite.
I enjoy drinking, happy to have survived the water with little orange juice, I'm the first stage. 75 min after I started drinking the first modest bowel movement after 7 days.
Samuel and Frigga called around 20:40 on how I feel. 21:36 I sit and drink in small sips and am happy I still can not believe that I have the first 7 days already behind me and that I drink and swallow allowed. Thank you thank you.
8th to 14th day
Day 8 Sunday 27 6 71.3 Kg
At 3:00 I woke up, my first thought was, you may even drink, wanted to jump up but it did not go so fast. Now I sit here and enjoy a drink.
6:00 I sit back and drink.
I'm much better, but not as I had expected, which is probably normal, according to the book. The oral mucosa are somewhat swollen and painful. My voice comes back. Almost 3 Kg increased after I started drinking.
Samuel called and asked how I was doing. Frigga called from Marburg. Regina brought water from the spring. When Regina was also Margot came to me.
2 hrs. Bad afternoon. Although I have many years occupied myself with the subject of time, was all that I knew and believed was blown away. In the first 7 days I felt extreme boredom. I did not get the problem under control time; everything took me much too long.
I last eagerly waited at the time to be allowed to drink again. Seen is little point me all knowledge of the time. Now I'm in the old fairway again and try from the linear join in the simultaneous time. I can pick up the thread again I have interrupted.
Day 9 Monday, 06.28. 71.6 Kg
Against 2:00 defecation few hard pellets cumbersome, before long. Since I drink I freeze a little. I put on long underwear and warm water. I lie covered on the couch. Edith was here brought me copies from the supervisor and a card with a large tree on which she had written, you're strong like a tree, but I feel helpless as a small child.
I drink apple juice, orange juice, grape juice all diluted and rest and sleep. Discomfort in his right calf and ankle become stronger. Somehow I had imagined the process in the 2nd phase easier. I had thought if I may drink again everything is better but it is not so. I feel not much better than at the end of the 1st phase. Sauer pushed, presumably from the orange juice.
10. Day Tuesday 29.6. 71.8 Kg
Somewhat slept. Inside a feeling if something is broken or pulled out.
1 1/2 hours. Soda bath. Thin stool, offensive. 10 days longer I have not fasted. By this action I want to give something back, because I had a full life.
My view is, it is the greatest thing I can do for nature and people. I feel as if no aggression or evil have in me, I am filled with love. I think it could happen to the animals come to me and birds sat on my hand. Right foot hurts, I'm unsure.
11th Day Wednesday 30.6. 72.0 Kg
slept tolerably well. I'm afraid if I tell people why I do it that they think I am a megalomaniac. Frigga was here she spoke another horoscope on tape. Edith brought juice, and soda sponge. Frigga was there again, again spoke on tape.
My right side has to do with my father, ask him about Christ for forgiveness.
Frigga read the horoscope. The problems with my father, he told me not to show my limits. I was very turned towards the young people, and he disliked an opponent of the Nazis, so him my behavior. But he could not help it. About Christ I asked his soul for forgiveness, it is my right foot a lot better.
2 hrs. Solebad. Peter called, Jasmuheen brought to the screen and showed interest in the light food. Oral mucosas are sore.
12th Day Thursday 1.7. 71.6 Kg
Morning pretty well felt. Get to bank money car went pretty well. I freeze still. The more my ego transforms, the more I realize the miracle of my body and at all the wonder of creation.
2 hrs. Soda bath, good for the skin. Frigga could not come; I called her and said that it was my foot already feeling much better. From Edith no trace.
13 Day Friday 2.7. 71.1 Kg
Again and again I read in the book light food but I read too fast. The tongue is coated and ignites the oral mucosa. The teeth hurt when you brush. Frigga and Samuel to visit, he smelled strongly of smoke. Regina to visit. Cat on a visit. 2 hrs. Bad MeineBase.
I drink every day about 2 liters. I only open your mouth when you touched God.
14th day Saturday 3.7. 70.6 Kg
Dream: As a well-dressed Indians I walk and want to the station, but I have run in an area full of large and small coal stockpiles. There many poor Indians worked, they saw me coming and expected me grimly. I asked for directions to the train station, and saw that they wanted to attack me.
I called Christ and my guardian spirits for help and there, they went to the side when I went on, nothing happened to me. Was on slightly raised a scantily clad Indian woman, the mistress of the boss, she made movements to men to make between Halden on a free surface. Such was its owner, it made for him covetable.
2 hrs. Solebad. Frigga had signed up, has not come. Mir has never been indifferent to what people think of me because I'm always more out from the inside.
Teeth are quite sensitive; brushing with submerged in brine toothbrush does well. Even my mouth a little baking soda in the water is pleasant. There is absolutely nothing to criticize; everything wants me only help to recognize me. All I want to criticize is my constricted boundaries that need to expand it. Everything will happen to me will help me, what excites me most.
15 to 21 day
15 Day Sunday 4.7. 70.6 Kg
In the morning, 2x pulling through the entire body, as if the spirit returns. I let too much pull outwards, as by noise, aggression come high. Today not as good a day. Afternoon 2 hours. Soda bath. Mir is still quite cold, freezing hands and feet. Frigga has interpreted the dream, the dark side of my sexuality I have to convert.
Otto's men are European champions. Regina here until 0:30, massaged my hands and feet, negative about sex came up in me, similar to the dream interpretation of Frigga. Life in the here and now.
16th Day Monday 5.7. 70, 4 Kg
Why am I doing this process, some of it reconsider. Was something wrong in my thinking? Does the motivation 100%?
Walk small round. Unpleasant memories of last night.
To the Post office and bank driven by car, difficult. My fingernails were seldom better. 2 hrs. Bad MeineBase. With Frigga good conversations. I am here, if God is calling me.
Day 17 Tuesday, 06.07. 70.0 Kg
Doubts, fears, thoughts about dying. Hours later to eat again would be a return to the Stone Age, slavery, bondage for me.
I'd rather die than to live as before this process. 2 1/4 hours. Solebad.
I'm a close by the gate, and narrow is the way, in it there is no turning back. Frigga called, inter alia, we are already so far? The question you have to you and do not ask me. Regina until 00:30, viewed 2 video films.
18th Day Wednesday 7.7. 69.6 Kg
Dream, in Japan, started eating half a chocolate bar in the unguarded moment. In the spat hand, walked around to look for a trash can, which I found after several questions in the kitchen. A Japanese man followed me with a cloth to wipe my mouth.
After that I went into a room full of important men enjoying themselves and laughing heartily, "do not eat" about me and my. I was ashamed. Edith was here left a bad vibration, feel very bad, took a long time to recover. Soda bath 1 1/2 hours.
Relaxed hours at the Fim, The Gods Must Be Crazy.
19th Day Thursday 8.7. 69.7 Kg
You can only survive if you rest for most of the day inside you this process. Preparing thoughts breakfast and lunch. After rain in the garden weeds plucked. Wonderful insights into the tub, 2h MeineBase.:
All I criticize at work, in politics, in football, I reinforce. There is only one solution - to love. Immediately I no longer need to criticize, thank you. Strong thoughts terror. The only way out to go inside to Christ and pray and thank. The many times that I use to pray. Only changed the love, both myself and the world. Once we enter the simultaneous time there is no rebirth and no more karma. Going to bed early.
20th Day Friday 9.7. 69.1 Kg
Slept well. No forced more to thinking. I am pleased to be slim. 10x dumbbell, Chi, little walk, shopping GMZ. I watch every little pain. After 2 hrs. Solebad no dizziness, fully operational.
dreams:
A woman led me into a semi-dark room, on the floor were several mattresses with white duvets. What I wanted to because I do not know. Suddenly the woman began to take off in. What is this, I asked if she wanted to relax with me.
In the same room an underage girl later lay beside me. It's not, you're too young, I'm in jail and also it hurts you.
Afternoon half-asleep man was inseparable from an object, it made him almost immobile, he was very restless and unhappy.
Good conversation and dream interpretation with Frigga. Pulse at night to hear no more cartridges.
21 Day Saturday 10.7. 69.0 Kg
Slept well. Dizzy to get up. Strong desire for food, like an addict. Presumably, the chi machine increases the wear of the ankle, stop it.
Listen night no cassettes, gradually stop reading. Go inward, listen to the inner voice. Large walk, St. John's plucked. Frigga here. Regina watering flowers. Margot's bed repaired. St. John's word oil scheduled for 7 weeks. 1 1/2 hours. Bad MeineBase. Refrigerator off. 20:50 last juice.
When I'm in the kitchen, it's like an end, everything is superfluous, as.
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